loVe huRt... isn't tt true.. haiz... i feel tt my life since i was born to now is such a failure... watever i do... i didn't reali do i must better then i expect... studying, dancin, n getting a re*... ya... sun wat reali hurt mi is not the teacher scolding... i cos i feel lyk making the dance process to slow down... haiz... todae lehz... once tink of tis topic it make mi feel realli upset... reali...y those ppl i trust alway be lidat... 3 yrs ago once n not after 3 yrs aGain redo... haiz... isn't she is my friendz... i trust her so much n tell her all my tot... end up wat.... she n tt guy..... i dun wish to say... sobx... it hurt mi not cos of guy, is friendship... i trust her but she action alway make mi start to suspect our friendship izzit true anot... maybe all is i see friends wrongly... i cant accept tis... for other for sure others oso can accept all tis... haiz.... dunno y... i didn even notice him even tot he is my friends for long... onli till u all start to say his gd to let mi fall in tis trap.. then now... haiz... anyway for tis... i haven recover yet... i still * of him.... however noe there is no hope... but wat can i do.. is noting.. hope a guy will cum out to help mi 4get him... tis make mi suffer too much.. reali... n i feel so stress as there oso addition from studying... i reali lost.. now hu can i depend... hu i reali trust now.. i reali dunno... since tis happen not the 1st time... i can jus say tt my love life is a failure... maybe i was too senseitive but... i wont accept her forever as a true friendz.....

*^sAd & loNelY^*

tml footdrill com so sianz.... mus wake up early then wear tt uncomfortable but nice full -u go there dunno whether can get in to 2nd round is still unpredictable... maybe no... haha... cannot guai mi cos their standard ahem... not bad larh did improve lot after so much trainin... kk larh... hmm todae maths CA1 tink flunk liao larh.. haha... haiz... so stress... so sad... so lonely... so sianz... tml is another new day but seem to be destory fast cos of...

*^trieD^*

days to days wk to wk yrs to yrs.... noe u all so long le to all my friendz whether is best gd normal sure got one day we need to say goodbye rite... tis seem to be true... cos every one will be busying on their own tinG in future especially adult life... tis is not selfish is natural to everyone live... sianz... todae phy ca1... found tt all O level tings is so difficult to learn... but i will sure work hard enough to get in the course i wan in next year... i trust myself i can do it... even though i slack sleep eat play in class larh... haha... sianz next next day fd com le... soo happi clear my com viruse le.. can use MSN le...

haiz so evny all tot hu hav happi n nice family... so evny tt other family can take pic together as one whole family... haiz... y....
O level say larh... is reali stress to mi... i did every ting hav mi own reasonz hope all my friends can understand but they could'nt haha... nvm le... is all enD...

*work hard w0r*

how to start... todae i reali stress and angry plus disappointed to RC all the ppl.... u see now is the most impt time for the unit... whether it hold or down is reali depending all unit ppl lorh... however they dun seem to care whether it die or alive... one word can say them they have no leadership and commitment at all.... all of them are irrespectable irresponside playful dunno wat is serious and more n more.... most important got lots of backstabber...sux lorh reali reali sUx.. haiz dunno how say they cant they tink themselve... so big le still lidat... haiz... u all better dun let tis unit die if not i reali....

also plz my name is DAPHNE okie... pls dun anyhow giv ppl na ting de niCk lorh... if u lyk to giv rite giv ppl urself one 1st larh... call mi once or twice i alrite but not too mus everyone got limit de lorh... if for 'U' i sure u cant tahan le lorh.. noe u for my junior so long u so xiao ji... pls larh... same old sentence aGain tink of urself before say others... also dun u noe tt anyhow giv ppl nan ting de nick is also say their PARENTs??? cos is ur parents hu giv u a NAME lorh... so dun be so MEI JIA JIAO okie... throw ur face nvM dun also throw ur parent face lorh... idiot...

oso u ppl hu hui mi nVm lorh... i last year alredi be hu hui until i xi guan le... but tink of urself u all did any tingz? NO... i'm not bosses but is u all de responsible to do all those job.... i onli jus an adviser onli so i can joli well dun care u all... so it is ur BIZ....

*DISAPPOINTED*

Sianz... mOre fews hours go sch again... so sianz... haiz.... todae my father sent mi to sch... haha.. then todae got poa class test... haha... last mins learn oso can pass.. haha.. then todae oso got heard tt 5* got lot of ppl failed their cl CA1... haha... dunno i can pass anot... haiz... rc is still so luan... todae oso go tm buy ting for * from ernest... then go ellis hse pin.. haha till 9.00pm then abt 9 sth reach home then watch tv until now blog.... tml oso math test... sianz... nxt wk oso start CA1 of other subject.... haiz...

todae oso try to change midi for sakura... kk le i now go find...

*bOreD*

yeAh... CHINESE NEW YEAR LE.... haha... time fly fast... ca1 cuming too right after new year sianz hor... haiz... then haha few more hours will go malaysia le.. back at fri night... mean tt fri i not need go sch... wahahaha... not need go see tt si fei onG.... haha..u all too... haV a good holiday ba... haha...wish all of u happi chinese new year wor... haha... btw i todae oso cut my hair haha... in front werid werid one... haha...yeah few more hourz... can wear new clothes lorh n shoes... haha... so happi....

*^may all ppl get more more ang hao... kk... bB... tC wor... ^* heez...

todae so suay... late for sch some more is by a few secong onli lorh... haiz... 3 times late todae the late cumin policy oso change late trird time got lrc le.... idiot... wat is tis sch tinking... pls lorh... wanna change oso mus tell every pupils then can change lorh... haiz,.... todae oso feel lyk gonna sick le... lyk fever lidat... oso sore trouat... oso veri slpy.... haiz... tml got rc again... again fd... passed few yr once got rc so happi now ever ting change as every one change... so sianz now... dun feel lyk goin cos feelin sick.. haiz... tml oso start exam le... haven learn yet.... haiz... lap top spoilt cannot listen music cannot install sins 2 cannot watch vcd... todae so early cum back oso no use haiz....