heez... todae start sci practical exam le.... hmmm basically noting to say abt it... time fly so fast tis few day trying hardly to catch but doesn't seem to work... and get lots of rumours plus my cold war... it is true tt true friend is difficult to hav but even the quietest volcano will erupt one day... so dun alway look at mi seem lyk im wrong... haiz... dun care le... jus understand y last time he tell mi tt he wanna get out of this sch as fast as he could now i reali understand sad tt i wont tok to u le... rumour i will avoid... i tink i should end the sch after sch study plan... i doesn't reali seem to get well oso... and im sick of rumours jus wannted to concentrate in my studies and get out of tis sch as fast as i could.............................................................................................................

long time didn blog... jus a short update... no time cos rush for my o level revision le... start from hmmm i forget say the most recent one tt i still rmb... that is last fri.. so sad did veri badly for my el o level oral.... haiz... todae oso cold war wif one of my friends... but it is reasonable... cos lot of ppl oso agree wif mi tt she veri ap and ai face.... say one ting do another ting.... FAKE!!!... aiyo my lag pain pain sat n sun do too mucn stretching liao... haha.... hmmm... ya oso national day go out wif old buddy so nice to get back the same old feeling i lost tis year.... hehe.... now ar tink oso wont blog veri often i wanna start studying le.... for my own future gd... see i so guai hor... haha.. .blehz... i go play game 1st then study... bye bye.. hehez....

haiz so sad... todae shld can win de but end up get 4th position... all my friends say is judges bias... but i oso feel veri guilty cos dun y suddenly starting stage fright then starting didn said lyk my normal standard... haiz....nvm.... k...i announce my sch stage perforamce for rc 5yrs will end todae tis morning... =') will miss it and will forever remember... sec 1 teachers' day dance performance... sec 2 singing for CNY and NDP oso cheering leader.... sec 3 AGAIN lyk sec 2.... sec 4 CNY singer NDP dancer... sec 5 NPD singer.... haha... feel full wif all tis worderful dayz... maybe i shld count my life quite a interesting story life ba... haiz.... =') END......

haiz.. todae is a boring day... mani ting haven complete yet... and mani ting say reali i couldn't cope wif it... one day past one day o level is cuming nearer... i admit i scare.. i still so unprepare of any ting.. i'm lost.. now confuse.. i scare of being lonly and left out... i care alot wat other ppl tink of mi... maybe tis is the biggest problem i hav to overcum.. but how... haiz.. lyk most ppl tout before is to die to end all tis trouble but i'm scare of death..scare of the pain scare letting down my parents and some friends... haiz... which everyting goes well... noting big will happen... the stress is too much... i cant afford to hav more stress le....