full... jus hav 1 bowl of hot fish soup nice sia... lol... recently reali need to cut down wat i eat le... tis few days keep on eatin n eatin... sianz sia... sch reopen le more sianz ar the whole wk my friendZ are all soccer siao one...=.="... wed go for my 1st SYF 1st aid duty.. at field therefore i kanna sun burn le... so more long time didn be under the the sun for long now feel my face veri weird... lol.. everytime i go for each activity in hq... i gain of skills n ***.. ha.. haiz... thurs after sch went shopping wif vien tot of buying lots of ting de.. but didn see anyting i lyk.. so ended up wif one bag of blossom clothing onli.. sianz GSS so long le but todae is the 1st day i shop so ke lian lidat becos the past few wks am so busy... so tire tis few days... dunno doin wat... once reach home is lyk veri late le... even i straight away go home after my class.. later class start at 9am... later late again sia haha ya tis wk i almost everyday late sia.. haha then the joycee angry again lol... the most worse situation is i slp until i didn alight at dover n ended up in jurong east mrt..lol..nitex

Last day of holiday... shld be working de... but raining heavily so boss cancel the work.. sianz hai
mi wake up so early..

so let mi start from fri... i suppose to meet my friend at bedok mrt at 10 but then i woke up late.. haha.. so ended up meet at 11 plus.. when we are heading the interchange to our destination at ecp i met platoon B n evonne then she told mi the all of them dunno how to go ECP... faint sia... then later on... meet my other 2 friends at ecp mac.. then we start to do project.. however lyk last meeting noting reali done much... sianz all becos of all tis project i started to hate grp work... reali sux man... meet meet meet then some ppl will CMI then go de ppl will oso drag drag drag then end up noting is out... WAH reali waste my time... we do until 3 plus the one of my friend need to go home awhile.. so the 3 of us felt bored and when acrade tt the time i dun feel im waste my time haha... got addicted on DDR... shoick sia... haiz.. but seldom hav time ready go out play for the whole dayz... eg.. this holiday i wanna go SGG n malaysia shoppin de but due to tight progamme i didn go to either one.. sianz.. then later play acrade until my friend cam back ended we didn leave n continue play until 5 plus haha... so late le so i need to go find my platoon B n the rest of then oso wanna leaves le.. so we go serparate way.. then go B gathering BBQ which i didn touch at all.. haha... not much happen there onli got one person kanna throw into water...

Ytd crd... go there as a helper at the admin.. need to be there at 9 but i was late so i take cab lorh sianz tis week take alot of cab le.. see the ulp ppl got up the stage n take cert see passed de n failed de for pass one congrat them for failed de keep it up... n 11 clap for all of them tink is the most encouraging ting to let them hold on the cert... haha.. sure veri nervous de.. i go through tt before the 1st passing cert i take is GWS.. haha tt time so frighten scare failed course.. then go out eat wif other vis then saw B is all under a void deck so i when into n see.. haha.. guess wat they are all eat left over packed food... omg still wanna invite mi eat wif them.. haha then are SO.. haha... ended up i ate KFC.. then wanna play acrade de but there de arcade CMI sia.. then travel to kovan watch them play bowling then go there de arcade n see sianz oso CMI... ARGH... then HSH... =)

=.=... my mind is functioning veri slow now... eye lid turn heavier.. my tone changed... moodless... wah...after ulp the gather then work then rush hw then work then mjr rcy camp 'don' then pulau ubin cycling then work then nite cycling which is ytd rite after working i veri slpy le... ZzZzzz hmm tis is my 1st nite cycling venue is at ECP even though it clash wif my class gathering but i still felt tt i did regret... the journey start at 12 then end at 6... we start from the area near mac to old changi hospital then hav our dinner at changi area then back the ECP.. on our way i saw aeroplane fly down up up down so huge.... =) i lyk the surrounding... quiet n wind is cooling sia... even though all my friend ps mi.. i still get to noe friend at the so nvm... hehe... todae.. once i reach home i alreadi 7 plus the wash up onling then go slp le.. haha... then jus now go out to giv the idiot dog his ting... so ma fan...sianz... still rush the slides sia....

ehem... todae early in the morning go work le... at factory but i doin at there is all office job... tyoing wordz n number for 11 hrs... @.@... oso in the freezing office... aiyo... i be a iceman for a few hrs...yeah got money le... but oso veri busy wif other activity so dun tink can earn tt much too... then go eat dinner... todae wat can i say is i quite bu shuan my fri's fri... haha..wat veri selfish n bomb sia... the hair oso style until lyk siao ppl lidat... not i wan to say but it true...

doin reflection tis few day of myself... i did change alot since sec 4... or maybe can say after tt ting happened... i turn to be more anti ppl.. be more negative than positive.. be more selfish or self centered... etc... haiz... but wat can i do im been force to be so... how i wish i can go back to the original of mi... how i wish i still the bu wen bu wen de person... haha am i tt bad now? haiz... i dun lyk wat i am now... reali dun lyk... i dislyk myself... hmmm seem cool.. haha... ha.....

back home... jus had a unofficially meet up will 5 trainees n evonne out at 12.30 but waited at there ard 1 plus then go to eat lunch..then take neoprint then bowling then dinner... then HSH...

it 's enough... wah... how am i goin to noe izzit correct anot ar... alway so dao so formal... then letter sended is alway so unclear to mi whether i need to send too anot.. my fault okie mi fault u correct... alway so stress went toking to u... i shld go MIA!!! argh..

FINALLI BREAK CAMP le... after 5day 4 nite camp my eyes turn @.@... overall the camp is quite gd..run alot during camp...-.-.. lol.. my grp was shiok..being a 1st time mentor i felt tt my 'cool' co-mentor is suay to partner wif mi... haha...he did alot of tingz n stuff more than mi surely...n i jus cant break the ice wall between him n mi even until the last day... too bad haha.. todae is my happiest day in camp next is ytd... therefore.. the nearest the break camp day is the more i happier i am... haha actualli not larh... jus few ytd n todae more fun then the starting 2 day... dunno wat to say le... ya learn alot in tis camp too... i miss my menteeS =)..

next week gonna go mjr rcy camp in campsite to but then is 2 dayz 1 nite onli... -.-... tink i abt 2 year didn go mjr camp le so will be back there supervising... haha... sianz...

Ha... is 06/06/06 todae... someone said is omen but to mi is special... =) not reali happen todae.. haha but in afternoon when i am onlining my pri sch friend tok to mi RE he met someone in bowling center the say the person veri ** then after awhile my sec sch msg mi say wanna my help in bowling cos he met someone at the bowling center veri ** then they challage tis sat so haha.... they are saying each other.. oh wat a coincidence... lol...

oh ppls when co-operate are alway having age gap between different yr de ppls... as for mi i tink i hav time gap between my age ppl dunno is i been wif those ppl one yr younger then mi or wat... i jus can't break the wall to new ppl same age as mi... e.g. the cool guy... -.- ... and mani other case.....

Sianz my life turn more meaningless when i grown up... can someone en-lighten mi for awhile... recently dunno is due to sianzation or stress... i kept eating sia... haha... die le... gonna put on weight again.... haiz...

back home at nite again... tired...past few day is so tiring oso got go recee wif my ulp grp.. haha can dun go de but haha feel veri p.s as another mentor is doin so much ting... so go lorh oso the 1st time goin wif them.. overall they all are quite gd as they are veri clear of wat they doin... =) todae is the last term test...YESH wahaha i gonna flunk all...when to lots 1 wif my poly clicks... go eat lunch n play basketball in arcade which seldom anyone will seeing mi play it.... cos i dun lyk ball... i felt tt the ball alway lyk mi so much when i or others' is playing the ball surely hit mi one... in the i 1st time play the basketball wow is FUN =) however after playing got some idiot malay go take the ball n anyhow play the ball landed on my face.. k nvm... cos later they oso kanna scolded by the arcade manager... orbi... later on since no where is nice to go i choose to go home... then some other go play lans...then suddenly the sandy called mi then i alight at kallang went to hq... then take UNIFORM... haha finally... but later need look for my ranks lol dunno throw where..heez... then go eat then H.S.H ... then watch tv then now blogging oh tt my life -.- sainz... haha... tml still got ulp.......................................

does most of the ppl lyk attention? i felt tt nowaday kids lyk attention veri much... e.g. todae i saw a mother wif her 2 kid one guy one gal then as there is no more sits the gal is sit seperated wif the 2.. then she saw her bro n mum toking to each other.. then her face change giving all types of ugly face to her mum..then oso wanna change place wif her bro.. in the end the bro did change wif him.. another e.g. a gal is the onli child in home so she was use to the attention given in home after mani yrs if become a habit then at outside she oso wanna ppl attention so alway tot she was rite in all ways... WTH...wat so gd abt attention? i prefer my parents give all attention to my bros then to mi... so sianz i jud dislyk restriction ever thought i noe some restriction is s must...