tues, wed n thurs noting happened much... onli after sch got held outside the saa to paint the SGB primer's banner..

As for fri after gems while waitin for shoot go to library watch a show then go saa again.. paint the reminder part of the banner... then wait n wait n wait until 6 plus n shoot still in np =.= nvm then heard tt rj they all are goin from hq to blood bank so decide not to meet shoot but rj they all end up i reached outram n they are still at hq... fine i walked myself alone.. reached there watch a movie when mi n shoot screamed lyk nobody biz... lol... then when to china town n hav dinner back home played game until veri late...

Hav an hour plus of slp waked up and prepare to go campsite for the 1st aid tingz... After its end i recieved a bad news from my friend which cause mi totally no mood... then we go kfc to hav our lunch tis is when ppl starts to go one by one.. left a few of us... n due to everyone is too tired all decided to go home... as for mi i when all the way to seng kang to my friend hse n slack though im oso veri tired...while traveling there almost cry but i managed to clam myself down... in my friend's hse played a game tt i giv up at 3rd mission.. check e-mail, friendster, blog, etc... tink lot of tinks personal, sch, family, friendz n etc... come out wif some conclusion too.. for sch though ppl are asking mi y i didn study in LASALLE since i lyk dance so much.. haha.. the ans is if my dad noe abt it i will DIE.. anyway.. out there there are surely lot of ppl better than mi so wat for dance n stress myself down there... as for my cca now ppl are asking y didn join RCHN but primer my ans is i dunno primer is BB at 1st.. but tink after the sgb big event i will be back to inactive members... oso may join rchn... as for bein a vi until now i still not sure whether it is a right choice anot.. see 1st ba.. life is unpredictable.. duno wat will happen next... =

MON
- didn late for sch
- doesn't feel bored for every tutorial n lectures from 10-5
- didnt slp through out the whole tutorial n lectures
- finish all the tutorial in class
- back home straight after sch
haha its miracle!!!... todae after lunch almost half of the class self declared sch holiday... either go home celebrate h.r or go out to hav fun... but i didn im such a guai gal... lol... HAPI H.R!

Wat a RARE day i HAV.. ^^

SUN
- rushed to pack my dance stuff... a hav a quick turn knock on to my drawer.. ended up wif one ba lu gu on my fore head...
- late for class... while traveling there, so coincidence saw yh in mrt station too.. he's goin H.F n im goin T.P.Y
- left class early to meet the rest at vivocity... n tt place is flooded wif ppl la... so luan... blur
- lost at 3rd storey as im goin to ezone.. n found my way as the tupid ezone is outside the area....
- found them playing bumper car which is dam funi... then played bishi bashi tt all..
- wanna go l.j.s to hav dinner.. while walking there saw PLAYGRD!!! lol... play the slope n bump into a kid.. ehz i the kid run into mi de.... >.< - reached l.j.s n it's FULL so went H.F tinking to hav pastamania but again is FULL so ended up eating foot court... - after eating went to mac sit sit awhile then take mrt home... - alighted at bedok then walked to the bus stop... jus nice bus 222 reached... - happli board on to the bus n rmb my e-link dun hav money le... OMG...
- luckly i still hav coins wif mi... after putting the coins in wanna keep the rest but accidently drop one of them...
- nvm pick up then go find a sit then wanna put in again n drop again... -.-
- reached home unpack my stuff then realise i left my umbrella at my dance studio there... aRRRRRR

Wat a BLUR day i HAV!!!! o.0

Ok now the blog is dam laggy... took mi so long to be into the posting 'create'.. thurs presentation went veri smoothly noting crop up... todae after sch went to HQ wait for OA meeting... from 3 plus till 7 plus.. in meeting is all tok abt the coming events... sianz... my nov n dec is so fully packed... got term test, dance exam,lots of rc activities, primer SGB... no mood at all to all these events.. seem lyk noting reali can interest mi recently...

As for sch abit regret choosing SP everyday once i tink of the distance i need to travel everyday im already half dead... then tink of the lectures n tutorial i got to attend another half dead too... recently go to sch im kind of dead person.. as for the ppl out there still okie at least my clique still wont bored mi to death... ^^ .. ya oso sick of waiting ppl everytime reach dover early but end up late for class... though im alwayz late... at least i wont ask ppl to wait for mi... btw i choose to be late cos i hate waiting for ppl...

Mjr rcy matters is still undone yet... dunno y others are veri busy n im too free... haiz cannot meet up... the camp is oso not confirm yet... maybe will be cancel... sianz seriously i realli dunno where to start from... you xin wu li... reali feel helpless... fine.... next is rc.v i reali hav no strenght to tink of all the up coming events...watever it is... dont wish to noe so much...

Tis few dayz reali hav no mood to tok n play at all.. surprised tt he suddenly tok to mi in msn after so long didn contact le.. but no feelin at all... ya quite true as times goes by the feeling will fade too... maybe is used to it or wat... watever............................................................................................................................................................

Watched finish ep14 of wei xiao pasta, finished married me, n oso watch liao zhai.. all these 3 show thought ending is together serperate or miracle... but both the guy n gal is truthfully luv each other... but in real life does true luv exist? to mi is still an unknown...

im numb, deaf n blind....

Tink in poly i reali can learn to be more n more n MORE patient toward ppl.... =.= 1st sem is CADD after 1st sem tot it will be the end of it... HOWever 2nd sem D&DRWG come n my nitemare continue.... sianz...

Todae reali reach my limit already can tahan anymore... ytd go primer 'afterglow' the went home late ard 12-1 am plus then 1st ting is not bath is to teach a person how draw the tutorial which i oso haven complete it yet... took so much time repeat n repeat n repeat again until i can memorise the dimenision to the person then the person still dun understand..... almost until 2 am then end the call... anyway tt person end up still dunno how to draw... =.= nvm the call drag until i so tired to complete my drawing too... due to tireness todae late for sch... nvm once i reached there dunno y still need to sit beside tt person... end up tt person keep on asking n asking n asking for the dimenision then looking looking n looking to my drawing... end up together wif tt person i cant complete my drawing before the lecturer left.... =.=... nvm i tinking to submit my work to the office but is at T3 n the blk i having lesson is T7 n is dam far... nvm so forget it walked all the way near to CF3 then tt person suddenly ask mi how ar how to submit the drawing.. then is lyk wth if u wanna submit u shld say so wat after walking for so long u then say... nvm then tt person ask B tt is rushing for a meeting to help tt person mi n another one to submit tt drawing... but then for wat is seriously quite WAT lo... n SO tt person reali todae reaches my limit le... argh...then i jus walk of... okie tink if any of my sec friends read tis post will get shoick... lol cos tis will nv ever happen in my sec sch time...if for last time 1st ting in the phone i will say i haven do so pls ask other ppl... 2nd in class i will say im busy drawing my ting no time for u.... 3rd before i walk out i surely will say out all my mind of tinking straight to tt person... omg... i shld be back my sec sch style....

after all tis end up didnt submit still go libaray look for xl then with primer's ppl go eat lunch.. agter lunch go JE to play wif hy n xl.. then go imm to shop... n all 3 of us bought sth for ourself... i feel the satisfaction.. okie not bad at least the spenting make mi back to mood... now waiting for my grp to complete the presentation slides for tml.... n wait again..-.-

BACK TO WAT I USED TO BE!!! x)

sianz... todae jus dun hav to mood to tok to anyone... early in the morning walked to T7 wif my mp3 on even though my clique is jus beside mi.. 1st lesson law forgot to bring my notes therefore dun even bother to listen to the lecture so do the uncomplete tutorial... after lunch go library use com as to acc al n joy to do their law cases... so play my bookworm again.. after tt go class again law tutorial... no mood to listen at all so jus complete tutorial 3 n submit then go... gd no hw... lastly ecp&t... arg sianz... i hate monday... tml got IT test how dunno wat to study... jus tok to my mum abt the holiday they might be goin wif my relatives.. i wish to go but i got sch... still suggect to my mum i wanna pon sch jus for the holiday n she said need my father to agree wif tt... OK fine see wat he will say.. anyway he todae oso bad mood i jus reached home not long before he go work he still nag here n there... watever.. haiz... NVM if they dun allow mi to go... i still can find friendz to go out wif mi... cos their wordz cannot be trusted... always say our holiday will go oversea to hav family holiday but it never ever happen before... always say we mus save some dates for it... in the end they will be saying... 'opps sori i got extra work need to do cannot go le' FINE!!! im used to it.... argh!!!!!!!!!!

todae extremly tired... feel lyk dieing... after ytd badminton n arcade... fri still got go running... then todae 6 hrs of dance keep on do the modern dance over n over again then jump jump jump till ard 4 then another teacher take over... worst... she's a perfectionist alway attend her lesson veri stress one... as usual got ppl cried in her lesson... lucky though i share the same b'day date wif her but i not tt perfectionist lyk her... lol... jus noe tt 11/11 got performance but dunno where it will held.. lol... cos didn attend sat class so abit lag sia... nvm... finalli submit my dance exam form le ^^... borring...

Sat, hav primer's activity but end up didn wake up... n slept until afternoon... wake up the shhot msg mi wanna go play badminton... so i go lo... but end up didn expect it will drag until so long as the cc got some prob... end up play until quite late.. so went to p2 hse bathed le then went to meet px3 family go tcc le the go arcade lol... argh still cannot play adv ddr... nvm but can play drum de adv le... ^^ ya anyway dun reali lyk ppl tt is so BHB n hao lian lyk to tok big wordz but nvm do....

frI, joyce tinking of skipping gems but manage to ask her not to skip... haha... thx to her if not i alone sia sianz.. after gemz met vien to go tm shopping total spenting quite alrite la need to save money le.. haha back home decide to go run... ya FINALI start to run again... lol stop since i start sching... i wanna run but whenever i set the time to run i will change my mind.. lol... im lazy ^^...

FINALI TODAE 3RD WK OF SCH I LISTEN TO ECT&P lecture!!!! n is a big news cos i hate tis module alot which u all can refer my past few posts... lol... after ecp&t i so lonely... todae xiu li 17th b'day so she went out wif her sec friends anyway she's now having tao hua yun lol suddenly got lot of guyz wanna to woo her...lol... ehz but her reaction to it seem to be abit childish aei nvm she the youngest in our clique... Ai ling le after class rush to mrt station toghter wif her cos shes meeting her sec sch friends to play badminton.... lastly joyce shes the best go pon sch wif zr go partor n go shopping early in the morning =.= wth... left mi alone behind sianz... so go wif hui yee to casueway point buy 150 or 120 hand bands for primer event on sat oso bought xl present... then all the way from woodland back to dover again as to pei her to primer room for meeting... after meeeting go sch basketball court awhile watch some guyz playing.. then hy ask mi wanna join their captain ball competition on sat.. my ans is NO... lol.. cos when ever i play the ball and the ball will play back mi... lol... back home surprise to see no one in... alone again haiz...but at least no one fight the com wif mi n no one nag mi.... ^^ HAPI BIRTHDAY TO XL!!! x)... gonna change my blogskin too.... see when i free... lol...

sianz.... just played audition till lvl 11... cannot got novice sever le... bored... todae early in the morning patick spilt his coffee on my drawing.. =.= end up i had to re draw all the projection but didnt blame him.. cos im the one to put my drawing in his plastic bag... lol... after the whole morning of drawing lesson... hav lunch wif hy xl n al... they so slow la... run away from the ECT&P test... didnt study at all... oso the paper will be full of drawing n riting so boring... and worse it start at 3.15 la so late i 12pm can go home le lo... tot of goin ecp to play ddr but the rest not free.. hmmm seem they start to be more busy than me alreadi... sianz... so after lunch when home straight... back home eat n eat n eat online n online n online... this is why i dont like to be back home so early... im not tt guai will revise my notes one... so there are noting for me to do at all... sianz...

Early finish the BS tutorial so back home straight away as i got noting to do plus tml got ecp&t test tt i didnt even start to look through at all... sianz... dun feel lyk retaking.... T.T .. ytd after both law lecture and tutorial mi, al n xl decided to pon the ECP&T... as al got chalet n joyce already left to her cousin wedding dinner then mi n xl go shopping... for the guyz they pon n to their lan again... sunday dance reached there at 3 hehe of course late cos i wake up already 1 plus..lol.. the classroom so few ppl onli... then rest either got promo attachment or exams on... dance till 8 plus so tired la.... haha oso still haven submit my exam form yet cos forget to photocopy my IC... lol... as for sat the ED meeting quite alrite at least st n rj n lim are there so finalli MJR's vi n yo can hav a chatting session... ^^... after all the meeting decided not to go my cousin hse warming so slack in HQ till 5 or 6 plus the dinner then the as usual play acarde again... anyway tink tis sat cannot play le... gonna go dance as teacher ask mi whether wanna go on sat to dance anot... sound lyk last yr but go there see see ba...

Hmm tink add on tis post again... hehe.. sianz sia noting to do...
1st=> Hu so free can vol help mi bring my laptop to toshiba HQ for repair... now the laptop is cover wif a layer of dust liao rotting at one corner...
2nd=> i dun wanna take tml test how.... haven ever start yet....
3rd=> I WANNA GO KBOX!!!!!!!!!!!!! arg everytime wanna go but surely got ting happen one... sianz
4th=> i seriouly need to cut down my weight le... everyday eat eat eat... omg...
5th=> aei need to clear up my room but lazy lehz how....
6th=> to lower down my sianzation i jus played dota in bnet... n techies triple kill again... hehe long time didnt go this feeling le... x)
i hope i can forever be inside my own LALA land... ^^

watever it is... todae 1st day of gems... not bad... at least learn someting out of building, law, IT & drawing.... after the lesson... i can conclude tt im a 70% melancholic... when to shoot hse n slack for 2 hrs + then hq to celebrate mooncake fest... out to fort canning but dun reali lyk the environment cos not the atmosphere is full of haze so difficult to breath.. sianz... so used to play wif my sec sch clique so tis yrs wif rc ppl quite weird... oso todae veri tired dunno y... so dun reali hav the mood to play... heard firework noise...so mi n denise run all the way toward the light.. haha... and we saw the fireworks... well not veri nice n high but better then noting... miss putting firework in m'sia... hope new year faster come... eat lot of mooncake to... die le... soon putting on weight again... haiz... nvm... im still myself... but i seriously have no idea wat to do for my life sia... haiz... ^^

5th => 3rd Oct...

5th...
todae lessons are specially designed for us to slack... morning is CD n afternoon is ECT&P.. ha... early in the morning when im in mrt i recieved a msg from joyce n tink wat she msg? haha "Hey, you meeting mah? Or u'll be late or sth?lol" haha cos todae most of them hav gems so not all meet at dover mrt n she scare im late again or almost everytime haha... but ^^ todae i not late... haha.. when to class the lecturer tok tok tok n TOK.. haha.. sianz... goin to hav presentation again n oso need to do cip again...ZzZZzz after CD when to FC1 n hav lunch n meet toh wee to pass him his b'day present... ya HAPI 18th BIRTHDAY TO TW!!! ^^ ... then ECT&P we 8 ppl onli left 5 ppl... the 3 guy ps zhen rong pon lesson n go play dota haha..ke lian him.. the retest for ect&p confirm is next wed le.. sianz... dunno wanna attend anot... lol.. cos ECT&P is all abt building stuff.. sketches all over... n is dam hard... sadded... lecturer again early dismiss tts wat i waiting all along... haha... onli 30 min but better than noting.. after sch noting to do... tinking to ecp play ddr but hui yee not free.. then tinking to buy bottom but xiu li not mood n make until i oso sianz... ended up back home straight away... n here am i blogger ^^...

4th...
whole day of sch is drawing drawing n DRAWING!!! sianz... after sch go ps wif xiuli n those guy... when arcade for while then we go serperate ways... guy go dota n we go shopping..lol... didn buy anyting as PS to mi is sianz... after shopping tinking to go lan find those guyz but didn... haha... then go home... online watch my show... wei xiao pasta... while watching suddenly my mind is tinking "wat is luv all abt" so i change my nick to tis qns... end up onli 2 ppl ansed mi... 1st person said "love is blind" ya 100% true.. haha.. even he/she got any bad habit u will oso feel its alrite.. 2nd person said "Love is a game for two" agreed too... when u luv someone then be together is start of game then inbetween the game if both ppl pass all the optical then gd lo.. mission accomplish.. if failed then too bad lo... GAME OVER... lol...

3rd...
DAM BORING LESSON!!! early in the morning 8am attend dunno wat module 1st timer as last wk i pon as i got chalet..tis module all is abt com n web creation... wah... hate it man even though i got blog.. after sch when to HQ meet oa ppl to do the oa bronze stuff.. before tt when ps wif clara n vincent... n we go daso... lol... saw lots of weird cute normall stuffs... noting much back to hq start the meeting.. then finish when to eat dinner n law sir fetch us home.... wat a tired day...

27th Sep ~ 2nd Oct

2nd Oct
Basicali todae 3/4 lessons are law all the way... sianz.... watever neligience, law of tort, damage n blah blah blah 1/4 im slping ^^... then the remainder1/4 is ECT/P hate goin tis tutorial as the lectural is alwaky dragging the lesson jus to dismiss us as schedule time... =.= waste my precious shop time.. after lesson straight away goes to bugis meet yy n yeo.. yea shopping time... actualli got noting to see la to mi... haha... go there to mani times le... todae go shopping jus to buy all the presents to those hu gonna b'day tis wk... n my money spent lyk water flow... oso play wif hamster tt yy n yeo bring out...lol... they bought so much in tis short time cant believe tt.. lol.. fun goin out wif them jus lyk back to sec sch... ^^

1st Oct
HAPI CHILDRENs' DAY!!!.... lol... but not for mi... i still need to wake up to go for my dance... almost late again but didn... haha... then oso decided to take grade 3 exam... still rmb tt morning when my mum pass mi the examination's fees she still insist wanna mi take grade 6 exam oso... but watever i still didn listen to her... haha... it's so stressful la if i take 2 exams in 1 shot... all the way rush to huay guan then wanna submit my form to teacher tt time then realise i forgot to take my photo alone... lol... so end up didn submit haha... teacher allow mi to submit nxt sun.. dance for 4 hrs + inbetween the shui xiu part is the most boring one... sianz until i jus stand at one side n watch other ppl dance.. haha.. but cannot blame... they keep on repeating the same ting n meanwhile still playing wif each other dam dragi la... end of class teacher told mi if i free i can go the sat class too... haha... decided not to... as wanna more rest n more own time... haha... tireD....

30th Sep
last day of sep was a dam happening day... lol... wake up ard 11 + then wanna go take a bath as meeting qh joan n j to watch movie... when im in the bathroom suddenly my stomach cramp n headache until veri dizzy... managed to walk out from the bathroom to the kitchen to the living room but bump into objects all the way end up my forehead got 'balugu' n oso my teeth cut my lip until bleeded... T.T pain... then collasped in living room while shouting for my bro... then he didn ans lar... so lying on the floor lyk goin to die lidat in semi-concious... after dunno how long then my bro come out of his room n ask mi y called him =.= ...after he realise sth is wrong then waked my dad up they managed to bring mi up to sofa n giv painkiller to mi... after some rest i waked up n he told mi 'ps, dotaing so didnt ans mi when i called him'... -.-.. hopeless... then miss the movie so meet them after their show... then kanna suan all the way sianz... then meet more n more ppl... hav dinner n arcade.. hehe.. can play one adv drum song le... hehe... then kenny fetch us home... meanwhile near kallang there was a serious car accident someone died... hmmm... we go down kapo too... 2 car n 1 motorcycle bang together... sadded... back to home... bath le then online n play dota.. haha.. sianz didnt win but nvm it's jus a game.... ^^

29th Sep
after sch spent my 1 n 30 hr waiting my my gems to start ended up mi n joycee walk all the way to there the the gems is cancelled due to lecturer took a urgent medical leave... sianz then go to hq return ticket, then noting to do so slack in hq sitting p1 place n help p2 type some stuff... meanwhile got go play arcade wif qh, brose n ys... n end up got no where to go again so back to hq..lol.. after tt densie oso came return ticket.. so ended up we both pei wilson b go airpot send edwin... haha.. in returned he will send both of us back home...lol..

28th Sep
p3 got outing but didn go cos meet my mum go shopping at PP.. lol bought 1 high heel.. haha... no need use my money to pay... yea... next wk shall buy a slipper... hehe...

27th Sep
late to sch.. haha.. cos past fews day play until veri tired... noting special happen in sch no blackout T.T... lol... go out wif xl to bugis together bought a fury fury hp accesory... then at 2pm xl needs to go back sch... so left mi alone n decides to go shoot hse for fun but shes outside meet nick n vin to pei them buy the hard drive... so from bugis all the way to holland village.. then after tt go hq meet p2 then go suntec meet bose n others... lol... dinner together.. then home...