Thursday, March 30, 2006 @ 12:22:00 AM 
finalli... all my strenght recover.... tis wk noting to do.. oso can say i dun wanna do anyting outside my hse... jus wanna stay in home...maybe most of the time i spent is outside n sick of the feeling ba... at hse noting to do now even the com i can onli use 1 hr... long story... sianz... anyway 1 hr oso noting to mi cos i now use com can do wat maple, check mail, blog... noting else i do... sianz liao todae tot can PQ de but friend didn online... nvm i lvl my archer ba... oh ya... SP de ting all settle le... if noting change i 7,8,9 goin my sch 'design n the environment' de camp at st. john island... haha dunno y after the vi camp seem veri camp to mi is sianz once i saw the packing list more sianz... dunno y i started not to lyk camp anymore... tink of the past even got training camp i oso 99% will join... but the enthu from mi seem disappear.... -.-.. stop here continue my maple haha cannot waste time onli got 1 hr.... ^-^
Saturday, March 25, 2006 @ 9:04:00 PM
im really hav no strenght liao... ytd so call todae morning do the camp report till 4am wif the help of st n wl... then wake up at 7am plus.. so tired... early in the morning travel all the way to a sch near bishan is for far lorh... sianz... y early time the venue is so far away from my home.. then we had our footdrill gold acread.. when we execute the footdrill is gd but when the give the command haha my grp include mi abit blur larh... my personal fd oso screw up haha... left right i oso blur liao... then in the end we all pass... followed by announ of result... i didn pass jus becos i dun hav standard 1st aid cert. =( .. nvm go find one day free go take the test... then got out wif st n wl... then play... then eat... then go home.. while walking back mY msg mi... wanna return costume tml haha i didn even sew finish lorh... do u tink i hav the time to do so... sianz... tml goin back dance le.... dunno..........................................................................................haiz.... zZzZZzz.....
Thursday, March 23, 2006 @ 1:11:00 AM
arg hate enrolment hate go new sch hate need noe new friend hate goin to new environment larh... idiot... so ma fan de SP... do tis do tt... arg... still hav rc de camp report, concept plan, fd gold, evca silver need to do n study.... arg... hate word... i hate everyting need to be done now... the tupid com oso super lag... quarrel quarrel the end up nag at us veri fun mehz... bo liao... cannot buy lap top... but dun reali mind not tt reali need it... tink it reali wanna buy tink will go find a job n my it myself but oso dun wanna be so finacial burden to my parents... ehz the prob is i hate working haha... so haha dunno... tis week are busy... feel lyk onli entertaining my friendz actualli not much enthu to go out play eat shop oso hate stayin in home noting to do... so practically i hate everyting include myself...
Friday, March 17, 2006 @ 10:03:00 PM
i dunno when i started tis kind of feeling... i started to distrust almost all the ppl beside mi... dunno y... i started to tink alot in negetive way.. maybe is too stress.. tp de admin contact mi le.. i failed my appealing... haiz... nvm as i expected... as for vi? hope i can get the resultz as fast as possible.. im sick of waiting all sort of resultz... ever since o level... waiting for o lvl, taking o lvl, waiting for o lvl result, waiting for sch allocation, waiting for appealing, now waiting for vi resultx... all tis stress is compiling mi... haiz... ARG... so fan... reali hope some one noe mi even better then best friendz... hope i noe my future... hope someone can help mi resolve all tis stress... =(.. todae oso when down mjr actually wanna brush up my fd de but end up looking at the training... noting change... same old ppl n same old style... quite messy.. ya no comment...
Thursday, March 16, 2006 @ 1:21:00 AM
back from camp de 1st blogging.... 1st how's the camp... quite alright some sweet bitter.. expected unexpected... 1st day of camp is bored, 2nd day of camp is tough, 3rd day of camp die, 4th day of camp GOOD.. haha... average everyday onli slp for 4 hours onli or even lesser... hope can pass... todae wake up at 12pm plus sia so late... late for meeting tw n yy haha... then go out watch movie 'final destination'... quite average to mi ba tt moive quite gross.. but acceptable.. same at most of the movies everyone died in the end of the movie... boring now... waiting for maple patching... lalala...
Tuesday, March 07, 2006 @ 12:45:00 AM
so tired ytd (pass 12am) go out wif sharon n jia ying shopping eating take pics heeZ.. before tt oso go tp by the accompany of wl to appeal the food sci... yy say de rite... appeal le get in regret oso not use but if i didn appeal if i regret then is my fault... sat go fd com saw all the participant.. mjr did well but didn win..nvm i sure they will improve even more as eua silver sure giv them lot of support n courage? tink so... sun overslept again cos fri i didn slp well n oso fd com wake up every early... didn go dance again.. lyk mani ppl say late better then u didn go.. but i jus feel lyk not goin cos u half way go in the class everyone will look at u.. oso u late need to squeeze wif ppl the bar as the class now is BIG.. oso may kanna teacher scolding n questioning... todae oso hav a bad news 1 more ppl left charlie grp.. haiz.. sianz... todae AOP le... wat can i say... abit helpless.. dunno larh..aiyo my shedule so messy.. lyk i noting to do will be reali whole day dam sianz.. i hav tingz do then everyting clash together... haiz.. tireD...
Saturday, March 04, 2006 @ 3:32:00 AM
haha... cant slp... continue below de blog... ya i now in a state of confuse.. i dunno wat i wan... wat i decide now will affect my future... so how haiz... 6pm go meet my vi course de ppl.. plan plan plan.. then go home call shoot.. she tell mi a gd news tt is mjr rcy for last yr we get EUA silver tt great... in mjr 1st time in history.. ya lot contribute by law sir.. maybe the ppl may say his bad or watever.. but lyk yk de blog say all the ting u do not all been recongise.. onli blacklisted ting spread the fastest..then say abt my vip ting haiz wat can i say the grp is ****** hope everyting come out smoothly..reali hope i wont fail my vi course.. haiz.. wat shld i do can anyone help mi... which path i goin to take in the future.. future again is future... haiz.. actualli i hate future hope can remain wat i am cos future u wouldn noe wat will happen to u... but sometime future is lyk a hope for everyone... future..my future is dark... i need someone help mi break the dark wall but hu will? y i alway end up in such a pityful place... everyone noe wat to do.. everyone hav ppl to care abt at least hav a pet to accompany... everyone is happi.. n i was the one hu is useless alone lonely.. why? no one will ans too....
Friday, March 03, 2006 @ 1:32:00 PM
wake up early in the morning jus becos of one call from my friendz ask mi to go online check for the sch posting... haiz.. tot can go in the 1st choice or 2nd... but end up in 3rd... nvm... my course
Posted Institution
:
SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC
Course Name
:
PROPERTY DEVELOPMENT & FACILITIES MANAGEMENT
hope i wont regret... tot of appealing but for? i oso dunno maybe one hope will oso turn disappointment.. so diecided not to try any more.. since the fate wanna mi to study tis course.. so maybe will giv it a try ba... =) sianz ar.. maple no wanna pei mi play sobx... lol...
Thursday, March 02, 2006 @ 9:42:00 PM
hehe... todae quite happi de... oso long time didn blog so early... todae oso 1st time do a nets n credit card... haha... finalli i hav a card myself.. but scare i will start spending my money..then my account no money in the end.. lol... ytd n todae oso look through mani of my friends blog... seem lyk everyone now is toking abt love stead n target.. haha... comman ba.. for around our tis age.. hehe...hmm as for mi.. i not sure too.. but surely got expectation oso.. hmmm...so here my expectation ba...
1st>i mus see de sui yan
2nd>presentable
3rd>Mus be taller than mi...
4th>future tt is not dark.. lol if dark at least mus hav money.. dun wanna alway quarrel abt money..
5th>older than mi(max 5 year).. or at least younger then mi 1 yr.. so to prevent age gap..oso better the guy can be my friend before any stead consideration...
6th>dun hav da nan ren de attitude
7th>tt is caring honest understanding respectful patience filial (but not over caring n mama boy i hate tt)
8th>better hav some comman interest so can be more close...
9th>guy tt wont wanna gf to 24hr beside them.. cos for sure i wanna go out wif my friendz too..
10th>guy tt can jie shou my all kinds of friendz
tink tt all.... hehe...=)
@ 1:50:00 AM
mid nite again... im bored... noting to do.. dun alway say my play ms k... cos reali noting to do..todae oso the last day of work.. no money again... arg i need money... haiz. sianz.. tt all haha... ya the tupid song haven do finish yet..hope u all lyk it...=P
