Wednesday, April 26, 2006 @ 11:27:00 PM 
2nd mid wk of my poly life... i... SIANZ.. ha.. my course module especially the CS is the most sianz one ar... i can alway dream until duno where le... my classmate oso too quiet le larh.. ytd go out wif some poly friend to buy present quite alrite but oso quite quiet cos anyway we dunno each other well... not much same topic.. regrating the cca until now i try le modern which is mon n hip hop todae... quite fair.. but one ting i hate is the class is too BIG larh... tt's one of my point y i sometime unwilling to goin sun class.. overall prefer modern... todae oso go for the DE interviewing jus to accompany my friendz.. ask n ans.. dun tink will get in cos 20++ fight for 7 places.. abit too wat le larh.. if i get in i dun mind cos at least i hav someting to commit myself in.. but didn get in oso dun mind cos dun wish to be so busy too.. haha.. abit contridicting... simple mean is tt got get in or not i dun mind... lolx...
Reali miss my sec sch life... play wif classmate funni ting n teacher.. lol.. though jokes we crack on.. the environment n friendz n buddy... haiz how i wish we do not need to carry on wif the new stuff... stick to the old ting ppl environment wounld'n it be so nice...^^ haiz but now so lonly n boring.. haiz
Some time tink of being anti social oso quite nice rite? hmmm....
Thursday, April 20, 2006 @ 7:59:00 AM
WTH... haiz speechless... sianz... lalala... ytd got to cca booth there join le primer, dance hip hop n modern, mentors, red cross... lol mani plus additional HQ red cross... dun tink will continue a rc in the poly rite my name for fun onli...as for the rest... i will go there personally then check izzit fun nice to be in anot... lol... if not then i will quit too... lol... todae i can blog is becos i wake up early i wake up early becos i tot my class start at 9 =.=" then is actaully start at 10 lucky i go check my timetable if not i will be at idiot reach sch so early... hahaha...
Sunday, April 16, 2006 @ 10:05:00 PM
haha... i take back wordz by saying wont blog for long cos i reali hav noting to do now.. my bro is playing my maple... =( nvm i oso veri sianz of tt le... haha.. jus came back from dance... arh my back n legz pain again... oso bought 3 topz haha... spent 50 buck le... tml still wanna go out wif yy shoppin, wed maybe go out wif my class mate, fri maybe go out wif my camp mate sat need go do 1st aid duty, sun back to dance again so sianz... tis is my life.. =.="... lol... tis mth sure spent over my pocket money de... hmmm i wan money i wan job anyone got lobang for working weekday de can tell mi... i need money... lol... tml is the 1st day actual sch le.. not reali veri excited cos noe mostly my classmate le even thought we are still not tt close yet.. onli inerested in noein the class lecture n tutorial is wat pattern one... lol.. hmmm my course seem difficult but no choice who tell mi choose tis course nehz.. haiz nvm since in tis course le goin try my best study it... but still in slacking mode haha... lalala... go shopping wahahaha... =P...
Thursday, April 13, 2006 @ 9:02:00 PM
i alway qns myself is my type of life happi... n the ans is alway been ingore.... till ytd go out wif one of my friend n chat abt the past in sec sch life... suddenly i realise my time my happi is all been tied down.... the main iusse is ever since in join the dance i scarifice lots of thing... my playing time y freedom... even tot dance let my hav lot of happi memorie but too oso hav lot of sad... one after another yr my enthu seem to disappeared... look back wat hav i done other then dance n preparing for dance performance... noting... noting i can reali tink of... spend so mani yrs n time at there... wat i get in turn? my friends saying i alway mia... muscle ache n injuries.. skip so mani activity... left out so mani of my family gathering... giv up so mani of my personal happiness end up still kanna scolded by my teacher if i didn dance well... start from jan im tinking of stop for a period as i tink i reali reali need a rest however other of my dance mate tt oso say wanna stop has been so indecieve... my friend told mi to follow my heart but the prob is i dun lyk to decide ting n this choice either continue or stop is a hard decision as it was so long already... i wanna find teacher for couselling but seem my teacher seem alway busy n not around...haiz... sianz... hu can reali help mi... ='(
as for poly life i dun reali lyk the feeling larh.. maybe still not familiar wif the surrounding... i ready need so time.. tink wont be blog for a period le... some sort of sick of using com.. noting to do so sianz...
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 @ 3:46:00 PM
k...come update again since im so free.... hmmm the DE camp is quite alrite.. i in a grp call traifar... inside got 12 ppls... 7 guyz n 5 galz.. let mi intro mi grp wat i tink abt them.. haha.. say GUYz 1st... 1st guy is malay quite fine, daring cca i dunno haha... 2nd guy is a chinese indonsian he hor dunno how listen n speak cl oh my alway forget he dunno cl haha oso his the oldest in my grp haha... 3rd guy is a chinese but i tot is a malay haha until he speak chinese to someone else then i suddenly realise his a chinese lol cca ncc, 4th guy is same course wif mi dunno wat cca oso not quite noe him cos he seldom tok to us, looks quite nice haha...5th guy aei more worse dun no him at all haha aei noe his cca is ncc tt all... 6th guy quite nice looking too but he hor abit cute haha abit naive haha still older than mi sia... 7th guy is oso the last guy come into our grp and is the most handsome guy in our grp haha =x he oso from ncc one but he dun look lyk cos he is not reali dark tt type oso noe cook cos he study fnn omg overall his look dun suit the ting he does... haha... GAls..1st gal is from cedar de l1r4 9 lehz pro sia oso quite friendly.. 2nd gal is a malay she oso veri friendly sitting jus beside mi in the canteen.. 3rd gal is abit ehz not my type of friend larh dunno is go too much trainning camp i dun realli can tahan a bu zhi dong a ppl no further comment... 4th gal ehz throught out the camp her voice is the most sexy one haha cos sore throat.. 5th gal tt is mi as for mi reflecting myself i in the camp abit dun lyk myself larh how say i not enthu at all haha the 1st camp i everytime tinking of slping haha.. conclusion tis camp reali let mi noe more ppl from my sch.. ^^
1st day of orientation is sianz cos go there onli keep on listening tutor n ppl speech.. 2nd day which is todae is bo liao cos oso speech and tok collect the paper n tin -.-".. guess tml will oso be a sianz day cos is flag day...=(
Friday, April 07, 2006 @ 12:57:00 AM
ya no strenght again... moreover later at 8 plus still got sp camp... actualli dun reali hav mood... but pay le plus wanna go st. john island watch watch oso... go so mani camp but nv hav camp at there before... so will go ba... few hr ago jus celebrated finish jy de b'day... aiyo mi one still long sia... nvm oso dun wanna old so fast... hehez..go there noting much to do... eat eat eat lorh...
do anyone lyk to be outcast... the ans is no... the status of post, rank, rich-poor, or watever do they tink they can any outcast ppl? maybe is human seldom put their feeling into other ba... shld be say human is selfish... ... forget it... actuali i oso dunno wat i wanna say... haha... jus forget it...
in a confuse state... pls ingore mi...haha
