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Wednesday, August 30, 2006 @ 11:23:00 PM making-sweetness

dam bloodi moody NOW.... THX TO A BLOODI IDIOT... long time didn block after the camp cos lazyplus no mood at all... the camp overall quite alrite n slack didn reali learn new ting but did experince new ting.... but one ting i reali dislyk my vh another word mentor lot... no i complain alot but him is reali CMI!!!! he bloody hell call mi to surrender my GUMMY cos they wanna hav 24 hrs stravation.. so i trust him n giv it to him... then went break camp i wanna get back my gummy he onli giv mi a reason went he cant find my gummy tt i can NEVER ACCEPT!!! that is "soori i cant get back ur gummy cos the camp is quite messy then some of the senior oso lost their stuff during the camp" WTH....not i wanna ji jiao the gummy but u shld take the resposibility to take of mi n other ppl stuff when u ask us the surrender.. other ppl lost they own ting is they didn take care of their own ting wat... WTH... then nvm my laptop keyboard is reali spoilt lorh... i already veri pek che liao still wanna mi type report abt the camp... then i msg u i cant submit by todae liao u at nite called mi hurry mi to submit by tml mornig WTH I NOT NEED SLP AR... even thought my home got PC but is alway my bro using if i wanna use the result will be a quarrel.. n tt jus happened not long time ago... which is jus now... so i can blog here... WAH... the the vh oso got no potential leading a grp AT ALL... SO DAM LOUSY larh.... SUX... sainz.. no mood to rite at all... anyway he asked he msg us wat shld we rite in the report but the msg hav NON abt tis.... F**K... shit him sia... sai gong.... WAHAHAHAHAHAA bloody hell thx to him change my moodless mood to moody mood.... WELL DONE!!! later got last mintue class chalet so sianz... wah.....................
Saturday, August 26, 2006 @ 1:46:00 AM making-sweetness

sainz.... jus finish playing auditon dun dare to take lvl 9 license... lol... sure fail one.. haha... aiyo later camp le... dun tink todae can slp more than 5 hrs... sianz camp again... go camp lyk my job lidat... tis yr camp until my camping bag no need to unpack one jus take out the dirty clothes n put in new clothes then wait for antoher few wks then camp again... sianz.... ar... tink tis the last camp i goin then i reali need to stop myself goin any camp any more.. if not i reali got phobia toward camping sia.... =X sainz... haven pack my bag... but no need much time used to it le... noting in my mind now... how sia lyk idiot lidat... =.="
Thursday, August 24, 2006 @ 11:15:00 PM making-sweetness

Regrading todae idea presentation...... dun tink i wanna elaborate it out..whole morning till presetntaion start till presentation end my stomach is FULL of fire.no i alway bu shuan jus tt they are over my limit le... k watever it holiday time still got so mani irresponsible ppl de burden need to setted... kns.... KNS.. ARGH!!!! nvm still act at it they got noting to settle when u are busying... haiz forget it... sianz... tml tink go goin back to mjr but got friend de bday cannot go... oso dunno tml can do wat le.... sat n sun still got camp... haiz shld'nt sign up tis camp... now to mi seem so boring..... =.= tired............
Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @ 1:44:00 AM making-sweetness

YESH todae last paper... haha prepared to retake the exam module next year yea? lol... haha die le scare cannot pass... haiz... jus finish playing audition... wat a sianz game but it is gd to let the time fly as now is alreadi 1.40... haha... y the time dun hav 26 28 30 hrs a day.... not enough to spent at all... todae wif time eat pepper lunch at dG wif my cliquez 8 FULL... then go play arcade haha... 1st time joyce start to join the ddr... haha... then i process to ecp arcade.. however didn go straight away cos hy n xj still at ms... back home slack awhile out again... haha... reach ecp and start my ddr dance... lol... haha... i wanna turn crazy le... wahaha... back home late... then my cousin is here wif my 2nd aunt from malaysia while i open the gate of my home then both of them nag my cousin cos he climb the sch gate nag until siao larh... omg cant my mum shut up cos my 2nd aunt is those wif BIG mouth my cousin sure already kanna nag long time ago... sianz.. todae reali tired... still hav the tupid idea presentation to complete... hate idea man.. include the teacher too... holiday le... but dunno how to spent my time at all... everyting to mi is boring now... moodless... suffering from depression...
Saturday, August 19, 2006 @ 4:07:00 AM making-sweetness

Juz watch finish 'devil beside you'... no much comment happi ending... everyting end prefectly... =) hmmm ytd fri got go to mjr to take a look... long time didn go down le... somemore is alone quite sianz cannot blame other now everyone is so busy...travel to alj mrt take same route.. go same sch.. reach same building.. at the same training area.. same old rc room however everyting is different.. then mood of joy fun is no longer there wif those juniors not my buddyz.. haiz.. sianz.. anyway ytd their training i was quite disappointed wif them but cant reali blame them do self reflection maybe is we seniorz didn reali teach them wat shld they noe... cos this to happen... so hu can i blame no one... = dunno y the longer i left mjr the more i wish i can find back the feeling i hav in a area n wif those ppl i be wif... some ppl may tot tt i was jus miss grad not long ago so will miss however i dun feel lyk tt jus tt is more of i cant face the life i having now.. new environment new ppl new learn style new feeling...im totalli lifeless in all these new tingz... onli finding some friend to shop to play to eat wif mi jus wanna pass my time... act normali infront of everyone using smile to pass my dayz.. didn reali put in my reali effort to wat im doin now recently... totalli moodless... haiz... tink i will suffer from depression? haha maybe soon...reali hope i will nv grow up or better not exist in tis world at all... ...

Btw ya change song le since shoot say my previous is too noisy... nvm both of the song i oso lyk... =)

Thursday, August 17, 2006 @ 11:29:00 PM making-sweetness

todae mah.... reach home late again.. shld be i dun feel lyk goin home at all.... ha y uncountable reasons... but at least todae the outing to mi is still quite fun go out wif shoot, before tt meet tw to get the pang wei po ticket concert at sp de... =) then meet shoot at PP after all our lateness haha.. then we go shop for her former wear then eat pastamaina.. then we shop till ard 4 plus ba we take transport to sp haha all the way worri shoot cannot go in cos need admission card but she not sp ppl... lol... after such cover she manage to blend in well haha plus the union ppl veri slack oso didn reali check.. then after concert haha... we when d.G.. even though is i wanna go onli n shoot wanna go home haha... end up she still pei mi thx worz... go hq see p1 n p2 for while wish they jia you then when to ps play acrade... hehe... x) but time fly fast... veri fast 9 plus le... haha... sianz... so we when home serparate in different direction... sianz went home alone again... nvm due to dreaming through out the whole mrt station.. veri fast reach bedok le... then slow foot step to bus stop n back home reach home nag by tt woman which is my mum again.. haiz.. anyway i dun feel lyk goin home is partly becos of her... jus cant stand her way of saying ppl... e.g. ytd she saw the news say wat a teenage gal ard my age in CHINA gotten aid.. then she say i better be more guai better dun end up lidat than suddenly use other ppl child to compare wif mi... WTH... pls i not tt cheap okie... then i u wanna compare mi wof other ppl then compare urself wif other ppl mother 1st can... haha.. believe? she dun even noe wat i lyk n dislike.. wat i eat or not.. wat i do or not.. pls goin to be 18 yrs soon le... cant she understand mi more.. everytime is my bro... k... tt wat i told my dad tt my mum is alway siding my bro even since im young... haiz... forget it... stop here go watch my show le... dam lousy mood...
Wednesday, August 16, 2006 @ 12:01:00 AM making-sweetness

tired go back preivous dayz.... start from nat camp... haha i didn late when meet p1 they all at HQ early in the morning haha long time didn wake up so early and take mrt when the sky is still dark... haha got a feelin of back to sec sch life... so gd...in the mrt some ppl look at mi as if not one is allow to go camping during wk day... haha.. reached HQ early but st n rj is late.. then van rush us to there unfortunly i drop my wallet in HQ so suay so a camp penniless... haha.. nvm then reach the campsite(pasir leba camp) it a veri big... then 1st i when 1st aid base then to sea area then tt my whole day.. quite sianz larh.. oso veri blur cos came to the camp 2nd day plus i didn go for any of the briefing haha then got lot of small cut case but pls larh if they noe they are playing water game all tis they shld be prepared to hav minor cut lorh.. haha orbi we use alcohol swap to clean it haha and is super duper pain one... haha so ever mass wif 1st aider... lol... then 2nd day(3rd day of nat camp) i incharge of the paintball.... got play 10 paintball but it totally cannot reduce my sianzation at there... wah the whole day no casualty so sainz then at least go one but is only bruise... =.= haha... then at the whole day my instructor look all gone le.. haha... cannot further say wat happen.. then tt nite is campfire but still need to do duty thx to some ppl.. then we hav small celebration by ordering pizza... haha.. then some cadets dunno wanna slp so they play whole nite... as for mi.. i oso play until quite late then acc st back to room but i also didn slp much... is lyk 1 hr? then last day hav our goodi bag, clothes.. then appcriection lunch.. then back to HQ then slack at hq the ended up playing monopoly.. haha until nite then setter dinner by calling mac delivery.. then go home... overall nat camp as 1st aider is quite fun..=) then next day which is the day before ytd i went back to hq collect my wallet then plan to study my BM one but still ended up playing monopoly wif st..lol.. then dinner setter at there by calling kfc delievery lol.. sianz... haha.. then back home ard 12 the wash up then play audition to pass my lvl then rush studying my BM notes.. haha study till 430am then go slp wake up at 6 plus the wash up and study again then ytd tues is BM test i 50% will pass onli die le larh if failed i reali dunno how to expalin to my parents le.. haha... haiz.. then after bm when to boonlay to eat lucnh wif my clique then meet hy to go ecp to play DDR again haha... i mus master my standard lvl asap.. lol.. haha jus play finsh audition then now blogging.. YawnZzz... stop here le.. x)
Friday, August 11, 2006 @ 2:28:00 AM making-sweetness

opps past 10/8 lol... decide to blog now as i goin national camp later on... sianz... miss one day at there cos of LAW test... anyway tink did quite badly for the test haha mix up all the law case together... sianz... then after test go out wif my clique to eat noshinoya at MS then meet hui yee to ECP play DDR haha pay 6 time total 6x5=30 round lol... play until my foot got lots blisters die le tml dunno can walk anot... sainz cant slp haha addicted playing audition... =) quite boring but reali can hep u pass the boring time veri fast... ha... later by 615 mus leave home to HQ le... then from HQ to paris laba camp... tt is so far from bedok... tired but cant slp... haha goin paly audition again... anyway will be in camp till 13 from later onward so anyting can msg mi ba... haha... sianz...
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 @ 11:35:00 PM making-sweetness

8/8.. ha... sianz... ytd hav ECT&P test... not sure whether will pass anot.. haha... cause dun hav the mood to study at all so end up watch "it started with a kiss" haha.. then ytd test luckliy not tt late when we reach the classroom.. then go tionG to eat long john silver.. then hsh.. wat a short day.. haha nvm then reach home continue to watch my show..watch all the way to last espisode orh.. haha surely a happy ending =).. while watching i oso start revise my CADD sianz... then after a brief revision i continue watch my show till 3 am plus haha.. then todae wait up late... go into the class they alreadi start the test... haha then in the end i didn complete my drawing.. hmmm but tink CADD will pass above average alot ba cos you xing xin... =D.. then after tt we galz decide wat to eat n where to eat while walk out of sp but still need to wait long dragi decision jus to confirm wif the guyz... -.- haiz.. when they can be more decisive? then reach PS still drag.. end up from 12noon end of the test to PS till we settle down n decide wat to order its alreadi 2pm le haha we EAT PIZZA HUT such a long time i didn eat le...x)... then after eating its 3 plus le..didn accept any of my friend outing suggestion.. no mood at all.. then back to mrt control station joyce go meet her friendz, al go meet her bed, mi n xl go arcade then she pei mi go HQ to take testi.. as for the guyz they oso go arcade then w.k. ps us again.. -.- at least say a bye wat... haiz... then after playing everyone oso go different wayz.. mi n xl after goin hq oso go home le.... then i reach home online until now lorh.. tt all wat a boring story life -.-...
Sunday, August 06, 2006 @ 11:24:00 PM making-sweetness

Can't sleep =


1. are you missing someone right now: ya

2. are you happy: no

3. are you talking to anyone right now: nope


4. are you bored: sianz si le

5. are you german: no

6. are you irish: "

7. are you french: "

8. are you Italian: "

9. are your parents still married: yup

10. do you like someone right now: not sure


TEN FAVORITES:

1. televison show: dunno

2. flower:lavendar

3. color: purple

4. sport: running

5. mall: bugis far east

6. music: ?

7. food: chocolate

8. season: winter

9. animal: doggie

10. state: sg
TEN FACTS.

1. hometown: bedok

2. hair color: back white brown

4. hair style: layered hair

5. eye color: black

6. shoe size: 6-7

7. mood: stress tml got exam

8. orientation: ?

9. available: ?

10. lefty/righty: lefty


TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1. have you ever been in love: dunno

2. do you believe in love: Maybe

3. why did your last relationship fail: ?

4. have you ever been heartbroken: ya

5. have you ever broken someone's heart: dunno

6. have you ever fallen for your best friend: tink so

7. have you ever liked someone but never toldthem: ya

8. are you afraid of commitment: see 1st ba

9. have you ever told someone that u love him/her: ya

10. have you ever had a secret admirer:ya


TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT

.1. love or lust: love

2. hard liquor or beer: liquor

3. night or day:night

4. one night stands or relationships: Relationship

5. television or internet: internet

6. coke or pepsi: pepsi

7. wild night out or romantic night in: ?

8. colored pictures or black and whitepictures: then how see the pic?

9. phone or in myspace : hp

Friday, August 04, 2006 @ 8:05:00 PM making-sweetness

Finalli it's end of my endurement... haha... finalli todae finish all project, report, presentation, tutorial after being so mani dayz of owl... no need tahan those ppl le... yeah... however im under stress now... test n exam coming the following wkz.. =( sadded... todae as mircally im not late for sch.. but all my other friendz late.. haha... but be the 1st one to reach there feel so weird haha dunno how to describe.. after waited everyone reach, (of cos late again) then go to bs which the building is so far far away... hao bu rong yi reach there the lecuturer alreadi say to the last topic point of the examination..lol.. then he tok abt how impt the exam we gonna taking soon... = then haha the point he tok abt premature grad is funi haha.. but for sure no one wish to end up in the section... n hope on one get in there.. hmmmm haiz... haven start at all oso no mood.. haha... these few dayz duno wat i tink... jus no mood to do watever ting... todae finalli can slp earlier but tml still need to wake up early cos help out in t.t. hmmmm hope it will be a wonderful day for mi... =
Wednesday, August 02, 2006 @ 11:44:00 PM making-sweetness

oh... ready up to my limit le.. cant tahan those guyz cant they be zi dong... wat so fun abt dota even i sec 3 already noe tt game... k even wanna play dota oso do finish grp work 1st rite... how care u whether finish ur indiviual work anot.. sux K... argh... goin to help up talentime... tml go meet too.. haha.. sianz... tml presentation again.. somemore is BM haiz... until now still cannot compile the presentation slide all thz to the guyz... slpyZzzzz..... haiz... ready miss my sec sch life... =(
Tuesday, August 01, 2006 @ 12:32:00 AM making-sweetness

Post at tis time again... hehe... jus watch finish full hse... so sweet haha... however is another dreamz ppl hope to hav... fine mon late for sch again tis time more worse... haha... late for one hr hit my higher record in ploy anyway.. i tot of skipping the lesson one.. but joyce say go if not i oso hav noting to do.. ya quite true so i go lorh... but when i step inside the room tt ms yong look at mi givin mi face... k i my fault but too bad hu tell u so suay ur lesson is in the early morning somemore on monday.. haha.. anyway she shld be happi cos i onli late for twice in her class as for other late so mani time oso no one giv mi face... =( by now my readerz will noe im rarely be early so nxt time wanna meet mi meet earlier..lol... but haha soo sorri for my fellow cliquez.. alway late n they need to wait... =P.. ytd oso the 1st time wearing formal to poly... presentation still okie larh... average markz.. hmmmm tink shld improve my el le.. haha but ytd oso took lotz n lotz of photo... got class one.. n oso got our cliquez FULL one... =)... haha..after sch everyone go le.. left mi alone cos need to wait for my cca... so i go library n SLP!!! =D haha.. but after waitng till 6 they called n say class cancel... wah sianz... haiz mi so ke lian no where to go haiz... kk forget it... Goin to get my sugar slp le...heez.. X)
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