Decided to post since i cant slp..

Moody days and sleepless nites for the pass few days.. maybe was my ankle's pain or tests and exam or past and additional of others uprising problems making me exhausted and crazy.. maybe im the onli person felt all these but im already already felt hopeless sometimes.. thought of cover my eyes and walk off but i cant do it... though of letting off all these but i cant bare it.. wat shld i do? or wat can i do? are the the questions i ask myself everytimes.. cant understand y all these happened to mi... recently one of the nite, i suddenly thought of him.. The days we had, the thick n thin we had been through... how it start n end.. days and mths passed nearly 1 year i didn saw him already.. not tt i like or purposely tink of these but it jus flashed through my mind sometimes without warning.. making my tears flowing endlessly.. life is lyk tt.. jus lyk the song lyric all 'gd tings comes to an end'.. watever nice and beautiful will comes to an end eventually, even life.. these was the fact and i hate to face it...
CNY comin.. jus know tt we will go malaysia at the 2nd day of cny.. i asked y not 1st day of cny lyk past few years.. and in the end is my mum needs to work on tt day.. cant she take leave and get out of the stupid office? cant she understand me more? i definitely understand tt she works is to earn more money for the family but y choose 1st cny where other family having fun and holiday... do we really need the few hours money? as usual our lunar dinner my dad had already reserved one table at a restaurant, but i still hope tt we can eat simple steamboat at home next time... seriously i dun feel any excitment of the coming cny...

sometime i do hope to end my life jus lyk tt however it is impossible..

I BORED!!!

Dun tell mi tt got life by staying at home eat slp play shop and study abit? for DAYS!
gonna be a fat pig sooner or later...
cant exercise as i twisted my ankle last sun...

Had my ECT&P(mon), Design&Drawing and IT(excel) (wed) tested...
hope my D&D can get A seriously cant tink of any other modules i can get an A..
as for ECT&P not tt ba can le... IT can pass can le la..

Law test tml...
cant momerise it into my big but empty brain...so im blogging
y does law exisit in this world?

Seriously need to find a job to occupy myself before i goes crazy, for the coming holiday..
but lazy to find one.. can anyone jus intro mi one?

Went out ttis few days, wanted to buy cny clothes..
cant find any.. got money oso dunno how to spend..
bought one black one.. dun tink can wear during CNY period?

Didn slp well for dayz too.. im i too stressed by the tests n exam?
i oso dunno.. wait till i got the mood to see doc n i will ask him/her together wif my ankle

Tink recenlty will be goin down to mjr rcy..
teach dance?..talentime coming s00n...

TT's all my so called 'LIFE'.. ^^

jus had additional 5 hrs slp... due to too busy and packed schedule i had, i onli slp for 3 to 4 hrs for the past few days.. lol.. now im feeling much more better.. at least im physical restorated...

Mon back home after sch, and went out wif my mum n aunts.. due to different generation and taste.. they went shopping and i jus stoning around... regreted, shld stay at home to study my IT access..

Tues IT access was gone case.. dont have enough time finish my last 2 section which consists 40% of the paper... forget it anyway i dont know how to do.. rushed my design and drawing project tt we need to do interior design... went to watch death note wif brose at ps.. L died =(..


Wed after D&D mock test.. back to finish up the project... and im happi with myself tt last year im not stupid to choose interior design or archit as my course if not i will surely regret man... then rushed to mediacorp wif joyce and al to watch live Project SuperStar (guyz)... dont watched P.S.S 2 one.. so dont know who's the contestants at all..lol..neutral for the competition but sat at nat supporters area so i had the posted of him too... had a great times listening to them singing and performing.. went khatib mrt n had some snacks wif xl... and H.S.H







Thurs after finished our Character Development presentation, nxt complete our ect&p site report till 5 plus then to our lunch then to rc fdc meeting.. then home to study my gems (know ur temperment blends)..


Fri the only day i slept more than 3 hrs... took 2 hrs travelling time go n back from sch to home jus to take the 10 mins gems exam.. -.-.. studied topics consist of
-Everything_You_Do
-Evaluating_Your_Strengths_and_Weaknesses
-Twelve_Blends_of_Temperament, Ways_to_Use_the_Four-Temperament
-Discovering_Your_Vocational_Aptitudes
-Do_opposites_attract
-Depression
-Anger_management...
so now i can be a part time counsellor =) who wants to know more abt their temperament can come and look for mi... ^^

there will be more to go next 2 weeks (tests and exams).. and HOLIDAY!!!...

Im tired and exhausted but im happi and busy x)

hey veri fast tis will be my 301 posts le..

past few days...

continuously late for sch.. miss tues IT lesson and BC1 on fri.. >.<>

mon after law lecture, when to jurong east to hav PIzZa for our lunch... before went back to sch played the arcade for while.. back to sch law again... then ect&p ... then home slack....

tues woke up already 9 plus.. so meet the rest after lunch.. then after lesson when all the way to woodlands to plan our design&drawing project which i later gonna rush out one.. went to buy hui yee present too... HAPPI 19th B'DAY TO HUI YEE! ^^

Wed D&D the lecturer keep on rushing us our tutorial n i still owe his 4 pieces... haiyo... after tt went bugis wif poly friendz... arrrrr I WAN TO SHOP!!! didn bought anyting but haha straight away message vien my 2nd dar cum shopping buddy to go out SHOP!!! haha...will happen next week... looking forward for this day....

Thurs after sch, went to engineering study corner to continue our D&D project.. after tt met the VIs to hav dinner somewhere near Bugis.. lyk the atmosphere there.. especially the candle or oil cup there.... purple >.<>

Fri miss BS1, went to sch jus to eat lunch n attended gems... so in total spent 2 hours to sch n back home and 2 hours at sch onli... but home rush watching Tokyo Juliet till 3 am plus... wu zun so shuai... arrrr...

sat todae... woke up brush up and continue my Tokyo Juliet... finished it jus now... okie... happi ending again.. but still cannot changed my mind dictionay of 'GUY' tis word.. haha too bad... goin to finished up my D&d later on... still got so mani tings need to complete... tutorial tests exam project presentation dance stuff tis n tt... my msn n internet were so lag too cant sign in msn still plus blog song jus dont work... argh... my mind wanna explore le.. btw Happi Bday to david...

haiz... jia you ba daph....

tml start sch le... quite boring but is much more better than staying at home n rot... actualli felt werid when listening to the fm and heard the DJ read out the msg those ppl send to them during 2 feb nite.. was lyk 'tml is the 1st day of sch so scarely' or 'dunno how's the ppl in my classroom the teacher the enivironment' watever watever.. tink back i reali miss tt kind of feel.. before start of sch mus go popular buy all the books and normally will be out of stock as everytime i last mintue then buy before the 1st day of sch will be so excited will miss classmate, will wan to noe how's our form teacher.. all tis i miss it so much so much.. as for now... i no need to buy any book n im still studying the same year.. not much excitment even starting of the sch..however it is time to chiong my studies le.. aiming for gpa3 n above.. hope i can achieve it...

back to wed.. went down to hq for dinner.. tt all..

thurs.. K BOX wf my poly clique x)...

fri.. out for dinner n walk walk.. ya walk alot thx to someone =)....

sat... went out every in the morning n took bus 854 to yishun.. didn slp through out the whole journey cos tt was te 1st time i took the bus all the way to yishun so the road was so new to mi hmm okie to mi onli all.. some more the welcome to yishun board was lyk ehz.. okie.. met jo n ja.. then to amkss met wm n wb then to other 5 north distict sch.. tinking of attach myself to one of the north sch but before tt i wont ps mjr so tink onli north need helper then i will go help ba..hmm tink so..... got sick too.. sianz.. then to dinner the back home..

as for todae... Sun dance...jy came too to eat dinner wif us.. long time didn see her le.. she has changed so much... >.<

to my friendz... after todae i wont be goin out so often le till end of my sem exam.. but for sure can ask mi out if u needs anyone to be wif... ^^

1st post in 2007..
well happi new year for all my family N friends..

1st of jan
didn went of the countdown celebration wif my friendz.. stay all home till morning then woken up by my mum who bought a b'day cake for my dad... after a small celebration i went out wif yy n yeo at noon.. by rite i wanna shop for tt day but yeo wanna paly arcade so we when to acc him to parklane mall.. played daytona as usual last again.. haha.. tried 5 steps of ddr.. so difficult.. i wont play tt next time.. when ps walked and sit at B1 the starhut there and watched cartoon ^^.. nice sia.. then they back to parklane and i go hereen to meet another friend.. had dinner n lots of chatting.. tt's for my 1st day of JAN..
HAPPI BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! >.<

2nd of jan
woke up at 2+ slack ard clean my room.. it has been a long time i didn clean it..i wont say it's veri clean now but at least now my floor is able to walk..lol.. then slack ard again.. changed my blogskin too.. but will change again once i hav the mood again.. lyk the pic but jus dun lyk the blue bar on top of it... noting to do again.. no one in hse again.. sianz...
i wish wat i tink now will not be the true... i wish........................