SIANZATION... my common word in secondary sch time..

im so boreD! all my beloved friends where are u all... =(

haiyo now the number of ppls i can tink of to pei mi was lyk so pathetic... all not having EXAM jiu shi ATTACHMENT or jiu shi WORKING.. im the onli one doin noting other then rc stuff... omg im so no life...

7 march results will be out... dunno wat result i will get pass or fail?

getting sick of my dance recently... the passion in it getting lesser n lesser... wat can i say... tinking to withdraw mi out from the victoria theater performance... aiyo... joining studio wu too but i reali dunno when will be the rite time for mi to join in... so ps letting yx n zy waiting...

yeah i noe im growing horizontally now... will do someting to it... miss my running... wait for my ankle to recover and i shall run everyday... =)

*dun ask mi abt him... dun tell mi abt him... tis will onli make mi feel tt he is a hopeless case..

yup yup yup back from malaysia again tis afternoon...

went back home and change then to mjr... watched and teached their dance reali can made mi half dead... went there alone.. j cant make it anyway oso feel quite ps cos hmmm ar har.. oso dun tink she hav the mood to go down too... see their attitude... watever teach them 90% they until now the most onli learned 50% argh... i realli dunno how to say them la... see them dance lyk marking the dance onli wondering did they reali tt enthu and at the 1st place y they ask mi to help them? the attitude they giving mi was lyk i owe them one... WTH... of course there's still ppl take initiative to learn and teach those slow learner...when i saw the sec 2 start and end themselves cooperate wif each other... watched their rehersal reali felt tt the so called NCOs was much more more more worse than them not the performance but the attitude and the commitment toward the performance... anyway the audition coming too... 3 more practices for them hope they can make full use of it and dun waste my time again...

ytd to m'sia again for family gathering... to my 2nd uncle's house the dream house of mine... haha it's big n nice... stay over one nite... tok to my cousin at nite when we both cant slp.. 8 years older than mi... didn to much more on my studies the course i taking now... he oso studied before some of my modules as 2nd uncle biz is doin construction one n they are doin family biz one.. he told mi some da dao li too.. haha.. u noe when ppl grow older they will tok more on tis... ya but cant denied his studies was good somemore in spore nus... will put more effort in my studies if i can pass... ha...

yup yup yup passed my dance exam... im a grade 3 teacher from now... haha... upload some pic i doing the past few weeks... more to be upload.... ^^

back from malaysia..

3 days 2 nites there was fun.. ehz maybe morning quite boring more more more more early could hear the roaster sound everywhere but at nite crackers and fireworks were everywhere.. i played it too TT KAMPONG FUN!!.. tis year ang bao oso not mani.. but the amt inside increaseD! =)

did a big spring cleaning tis year.. didn manage to change my wardrode in time but nvm i shall change it asap.. found a lots of treasures so i seal it into the box some i throw away.. took some pics too..

met joyce to her aunt there.. had my hair cut n dye... 1st timer dying my hair due to some promise i promised when im young... to mjr teach the dance vet the grp singin too.. their still needs times to practice tis wat i can say now.. went bugis meet my foc 06 campmates.. dined at billy bombers then to LOOF to hav some drinks.. lyk the atmosphere there...

went shg during v.day.. to see my friend's friend hm... she was still so cheerful as usual.. hope she get well soon..

went to SP had a early CNY celebration wif primers ppl.. sit togethr and had dinner together quite a new exp..

back to mjr as ex-manjusrian not a VI to visit teachers, the cny performance there was getting dryer.. didn stay long.. went to the nearby hawker to hav our lunch then went to bugis to see the guys playing pool then dinner.. so long didn see them all grow bigger and muscular as for gals half half la.. and i noe a BIG SECERT! OMG cant believe tt!!

out for lots of shopping wif different ppl... especially the last day of dog year.. last minute shopping wif hy n her sis from city hall to M.sq to bugis back to city hall then suntec jus to buy 1 slipper n heel... o.0

lots of tings haven settle yet.. coming oa, linkamiana, talentime event, look of a job, enrole to studio-wu... i wish i wish my life tis year will be GOOD n normal.. wish everyone dreamz will come true too... ^^ HAPPI CNY 2007!! HAPPI PIG YEAR! time to settle down n do my undone job... -.-

maybe i need more time to tink.. 1st time i felt so so so USELESS! and hopeless! cant even take gd care of my belonging... the things i lost is not only the hps n ipod... not onli money i lost but the xin yi from my parents bro when they bought mi all these stuffs... is jus becos of my carelessness letting all these kanna stolen.. actually when i lost these tingy i noe it will affect not onli my mood but my parents n sibling too jus tt they would'n wanna my to mi more sad so they didn blame mi for my careless but seriously i felt more more more useless onli letting them to protect mi but cant do much for them... making me feel tt im owe them so much tt i cant return finish through my entire life.. amking mi more depressed.. dun ever suggest mi to be gd gal staying at home more from now i will DIE even faster if i dun hav freedom anyway most of the time my house will be empty so i dun wan to stare at the walls too, also dun ask me to start study the modules im taking next year then can get gd grade think my parents will think i SOt already...tt the time i can enter hougang chalet.. okie tt mi daphne.. meanwhile i also understand y even cousellor killed themselves when they face problemS... cos it is difficult to understand again wat u understood before.. trust mi i noes their feeling after i studied the stupid temperment module if i can be more tupid so tt ppl can cousel mi n i will believe them.. but dun worry i not tt clever to kill myself.. maybe if i hav slping pills i will too bad i dont hav.. y my life got so many blockage... jus wanna a simple and normal life.. y im so unlucky... i reali need some more time to cool down myself.. and overcome these feeling inside my mind... reali hope i can be brain washed then maybe i will believe 'smile one day is one day. sad one day is one day. so smile.' (quoted from one of the conversation wif my friend) tis quote again.. maybe...
sorry to let u guys worry for mi.. it is my own problem im finding ways to overcome it myself.. but thx anyway...

lost my phone again... somemore i jus bought it last mth... wah.. within 3 mth lost 2 hp n 1 ipod.. i wannna kill myself le la... arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh how i dunno wat i wanna do next le... tot of having a happi holiday but... y mi again....

wed went to greendale acc dC to guide the newbie.. then went to send sarah off... will miss her.. thurs whole day cleaning my room.. dig out all my wardrode stuff and found lots of treasures.. lol... shall post the pic once im free.. fri oa meeting.. quite alrite.. but end quite late went for a quick dinner and rush to qh hse... however i took 2 hrs round abt then reached her hse.. shall not went into details cos is super stupid... sat i got a free gift being marshal timer.. i gotten a free blusher for few days start from sat noon... but i hate it.. my face so pain.. =( n i will become black again... when supper after tt.... lots of toks! then back home.. sun early in the morning went pernisula to distribute the posters to singtel sub shop.. then went dance... the class was bored but at least tt day got money earn... as for now jus woke up slacking at home.. no idea wat i can do.. maybe later go find my breakfast cum lunch.. cant sign in to msn again.. arg... youtube dam lag...

tml n wed fri will go down to mjr teach talenttime.. hope they can catch up fast as audition coming soon and they haven learn any of the steps yet.. thurs ikea n courts time.. haha... i die die oso will throw away my wardrode and buy one new one! if possible i wan to throw all the ting in my room except my bed then go buy all new one... tt will be great! sat evca workshop.. sun dance..
tink tt will be my schedule for tis week...