Wednesday, September 26, 2007 @ 7:04:00 PM 
1st day of performance, nervous but fine
2nd day of performance, tired but everyone are high as the crowd is getting bigger and bigger…
3rd day of performance was fine… was happy that night with my family… x)
4th day of performance, kind of slack because not much people.. Out supper with friends.. and with a pack of wine gums beside me… xie xie dC x)
5th day of performance, the most important round and with a huge crowd of people, stress but happy cause it was the last round too… =)
HAPPI MOON FEST!!!
1st day of school, I slept for 2 hours in lecture… =.=
2nd day of school, I overslept and missed my morning lessons
3rd day of school, miracle I was there early… I didn’t miss school! LOL
HAPPI STUDYING!!!
Was editing my blog template the playlist still a bit crazy.. Then song and title just didnt get tally... argh.. And the most stupidest was I deleted my password template… shall put it up again next time as the template is in my desktop not lappy…..
BYE!
Friday, September 21, 2007 @ 3:06:00 AM
Yup… think it is time for me to update my blog..
Few days ago, I was pushed to an edge.. nearly all the unhappiness I can imagine happens on me no matter is friends,family,ccas…
Got back my results… improved but not what I expected… I expect the results to be much more better… maybe some of you thinks that I should be content with the result I got since I slack slp and skipped lesson… ya I admit that but I did STUDIED! Anyway, expectation is expectation... How will a person be happy if he/her results didn hit their own expectation?To those who are so urge to know my results, here it is 1 A 2 B 3 C and 1 D…
Kk back to me…
Didn’t i realize that this feeling start from me maybe when I start to know that facts are cruel… I start not to allow anyone to step into the real me… yes I have lots of friends… but I can hardly guarantee you that 5 out of 10 my friends is able to understand my well… sound so pathetic.. agree with both hands.are you able to ans all the qns below?
1) If I went in hawker/foodcourt what food I will most likely choose?
2) What if I when MAC for lunch/dinner? What will I choose
3) KFC?
4) Long John Silver?
5) What food i will avoid? or no eat..
6) Im left handed or right?
7) I prefer what taste? Spicy, Sweet, Bitter, Sour
8) How many family members I have?
9) What is my fav sweet?
10) What medical history I have?
I doubt all my friends can ans all these simple qns (to me), If you can ans a kiss from m3 MUACK! x)
Here’s the ans
1) bian mian
2) fillet-o-fish
3) zinger
4) combo 1
5) Spicy food
6) left
7) sweet
8) 5
9) Gummy
10) ASD
Not blaming you all… the only person to be blame was me myself…anyway friends understand each other from different views... but I still LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! =D
Hearing that my clique will most likely be separate once the school reopen was simply a bad news to me… was lost at that moment but back to normal as I feel that even how long we manage to get together, we will still have our own life and aims in the end.. so is just the matter of now or future we will be separate… I still hope that the 4 of us can stay close to one another…
Was depressed last week.. not because fames or whatever promotion… my feeling was hurt because even how hard i do and try ppl will still have negative comments and worse ppl thinks that you are slacking…yes I know that negative comments are gd it allows you to improve yourself but I hate it when it came from back not front..I feel really tired because I help I do in the end not even one recognition but lots of unwanted comments and worse if they shoot wrong person… was surprise too.. nv tot that this thing will happen in that section… finally I see all the ugly side…
All I do was slacking after my last event, was to stays at home watch my drama… so touch! But both end with a sad ending… meanwhile I put aside all the stuff I need to do… abit irresponsible but I TIRED… yes I need rest… a lot a lot a lot of rest…(a gd excuse) =X
Finally out with poly clique today… we are all late as usual and I like it as it is our unique… x) though the time together was short as we have our own thing during evening time but we still manage to sit down and have a nice chat. Did little shopping but didn buy anything.. Nothing are able to catch my eyes nowadays.. =( … Rehearsal at esplanade was a fresh one.. 1st time dancing at there.. haha.. received the entrance tag too… it is normal but it cost 50 bucks if you lost it… x later will be the 1st day of the performance wish myself gd luck.. =) btw it is a outdoor stage so if you are lucky u may see me… but I doubt anyone will able to recongise me if they do not know Im performing there…
It was because of me they both met each other... and because of these i hurt one of them.. quite speechless... only word i can say is sorry... hope he get better...haiz
i try hard to struggle from the suffocation in order to stay alive... thx to my friends that are always beside me!
im a cry baby afterall....
Monday, September 10, 2007 @ 11:24:00 PM
Bloody Hell!
Fine whatever! Since whatever decisions made was always those few including SJH, not us, why should include the rest in that event? Since you all are so pro then I don’t mine give up my post for you all to run the whole show. Because of this stupid event I almost make a most foolish decision by dropping my coming performance. Now decision has been made by me, I’m not going to care whatever people say, I’m going for my dance and I feel much more joyful now. Sick of all these, after this im going to QUIT!
Complete my 5km of run yesterday, with the timing of around 38mins. Not a very impressing timing but at least I completed it with only 3 hours of sleep. And miracle, I didn’t stop at all. Needed to thanks Ming, who runs with me all the way. Didn’t eat with my team and went home after the running. Rest for a while, and went to dance, 3 – 9pm I was really burn out. Have a short nap during the break time. My dance teacher was worry and asked me whether im ok a not. LOL. Quite happy with that concern, as we didn’t really talk to each other for a long time because of rc events. Not the blame the fault on rc because it is my choice after all.
HAPPY B’DAY SHU CHI!
Sat, has a course early in the morning, as usual im late, took a cab to town. Luckily, I reached before the lesson start. Miss training so went shopping with my poly clique. Then dance then chalet.
HAPPY BDAY TO THE 3 (huda, max, josh)
Thurs self-training was a dramatic one. As usual, I went for a run around my neighborhood. However, went ran almost the end, suddenly I felt a great cramp from my stomach. Causing me unable to continue walk and double image starts to occur. Next moment when the pain started to ease, I realize I was at the neighborhood police post. -.- So weird. The policemen at there was so worried.. LOL.. After a while, with sufficient rest I went back home myself.
UG conference was a waste of time. That’s all I can say.
Went Ice skating with Xl, Wq and his friend. The both guys knows how to skate left me and xl struggling. =X LOL. Didn’t fall at all and I improved my skill! Teaches xl how to skate hope she enjoyed! Haha. IM SO HAPPY THAT DAY!
Complete my Campfire Leader Course too. Learned and gained lots of experience. I have enjoyed every moment with my team. Thx to those how teach and help me. CLC’07 x)! Luv u guys!
DB camp was a relaxing one. Thought that I will be dead in the camp, but didn’t the equal amount of training and fun we have, makes me happy. Love the Pulau Ubin trip.
My holidays are so boring. Weekdays free lyk hell and weekends totally opposite, busy lyk hell. TO MY DREREST FRIENDS out there if you are free too lets go out okie? =D
Results are coming out! I’m so anxious! Argh.. Hope it will be the one I want.
I WISH i wish....
