It is common for a person to doubt his or her ability of working?

It kind of routine for me in everywhere and everything im doing.

hate myself for being so sensitive and emotional at time. how people think of me how people talk of me, i do mind alot from it.

At time im totally lost when i hav no idea what shld i do, how can i contd and what i want. at time when i really need a person to pull me up yet these has never be happening in my life. im envy of those ppl how always able to find the gui ren helping them and ensuring they are walking straight and properly. and i was always in the down deep hole where everyone has ignored.

i told myself to be strong and happy so that my days will be better everyday yet till the end i found myself exhausted by all these act. ha but who the damn h*ll will care abt wat im going through?

the ppl i always tot that i can befriend with letting them step into my life and treat them as my close friend yet one by one disappoint me and making me feel like some idiot they jus need to go through. i take all my friendship seriously but this always are the culprit letting my heart ached like h*ll.

at time i seriouly felt that im a dumb and useless person jus another extra to the society