I just past 11/11/11,

I mean it kind of special date since everyone is posting about it everywhere and anywhere.

We cannot deny that things are getting more complicated as we grow up. As times goes by we tend to learn the thing that use to be covered away from us by the elder generation, as times goes by our responsibilities add on greatly and as times goes by we learn the art of acting and the cruel of the human world.

It is neither good nor bad points but it does affect everyone in some way. As for me im kind of a loser, I cannot find myself having enough confidence to be convinced that I can pull through all these “waves” eventually. Not seeing any improvement, not getting anywhere and being indecisive makes me feel even worse. My faith and passion are disappearing slowly, driving me to a corner hoping that no one can ever find me.

Perhaps, I need to have some good rest to get myself re-charge and move on again.

SLEEP!